Ohaiyo!!

Woot! Finally i'm able find some times, sit down, sipping my English Breakfast, stretch my legs, cracking my knuckles and updating my long ago abandoned ship. The captain is finally back! *For a while& Ahoy!
Mikaela's nearly 5 months old now... She grew a lot! Height, weight, you name it! Can't wait to see her grow!!!

And she is happy because she is going to make her first flight in her life to visit her grandmama!! And second to Sin city!! Mikaela is going international yo! *wink* Fifth months as she came out from her mum's comfort womb she started to adapt herself in this planet! She likes to go out and look around like a very very or i should say extremely curious kitten!! But when she get stares from stranger or even someone we knew, this curious kitten started to cry! Kowtow to her! She has the priority to stare at people as long as she wanted but please do not stare at her especially she never see you before..+_="
Argh! Better stop her before she is awake! Cheeriooossss!!!

Happy two months and counting

It's been a not so busy, but seems busy kinda period! Constant feeding, frequent standby calls ( im producing milk, Mikaela wakes up to purchase my milk anytime she wants) So i would rather put it this way, I'm a 7-11 now! She will come by anytime. 3-4 months down the road, i should be able to get back the hours that i have lost for the past 6 months! Right now i'm on my 7 and half minute power nap! Way to go!!!

Last but not always least, Cheer me up will ya!! :P

One Month and exactly 9 days

Great! Everything went pretty smooth! That's really out of my expectation! Mikaela has been treating my the best of all. Not much crying, not much fuss! Only laughter and joy!

God Blessed me!

Breastfeed

Dear Cow,
I understand your feeling very well now! Being squeezed and pulled! Luckily as human, we only get sucked and bite sometimes ( No worries again, baby without any teeth or tooth won't cause much pain)
15th of March,
Being push out from the labor room, once again i have to said i felt proud and happy! I have conquered the pain and maybe next time i will be giving birth naturally again if i'm planning to have another baby! Back to the subject, pushed back to my room, the baby is not there yet. She is taking her first bath. There, i was too excited and called my mum a thousand time she never picked up the phone! Finally she called back and the first thing she told me was she can only MSN me later! Clearly, she never saw the SMS i sent her during midnight and morning. I told her i just gave birth. Her first reaction " Are you kidding?!"  Second reaction " Dont lie to me!"
After she reagain her clear mind, i told her again i just gave birth! She asked me"How come you sounded so energetic?" My answer: I just came back from a battle with my victory mood! That's why im so awake and excited! Then we talk a bit and hang up coz the baby is here!
The nurse told me that i can started my breastfeed  so that there is a bonding between the baby and me! Yes at fisrt i was so excited to try out! Guess what!? Whenever i try to feed her, she will only suck for a while! First attempt is always the hardest! Because you need to find the right position on the right time. The struggling was all sweat and blood to get it right!
There came the second problem, my milk flow hasn't arrived!! I tried hot towel under the armpit! Tried pumping them and the result was so bad! Only a few drops came out! So i started to worried! But not to worry, cause the flow eventually came in the forth day! As for the rest of the days, don't let your milk wet your bed! Now im happily lactating my baby! Enjoy yours too!

Pain

When the clock strike 00:00am, 15th of March is the day when the most painful moment i have ever encountered! First water broke i thought how come i wee wee on my own pants and the wee wet the whole pants! Okay just a wee i told myself. Changed the pants and went back to sleep on the floor with the yoga mat because i thought it might come again ( felt there were an urge of urine coming out ). I was right again pants went wet. This time i knew it wasn't wee wee. It was the water that broke and my temporary tenant decided to move out from the comfort zone! The flood came so i was forced to check in to the hospital!
Now, the nurse checked my blood pleasure and search for the heart beat of who is going to come out after nine months of sucking all the energy, minerals, vitamin, you name it, it's all in her now! Yes the heart beat! That was the first time i heard her heart beating like 100 plus time per min! Isn't it strange! Nine months of a living thing staying in your tummy!
That time, this was in my mind! Dear tenant please dont take your own sweet time to come out!
1:00am, still no contraction but the lliquid is still leaking and with some blood! Nurse said :" Excuse me and sorry" because she needs to lay her hand on the most private part of me and dig into it to check the tearing!
No worries no pain! Just a lil discomfort! Okay only 1cm! Huh??!! So exactly how many CM to go before i can go into labor stage? The answer.... another 9cm and you are a free woman! *fainted*
Two hours later, the contraction  said hi to me! The pain wasn't that much! It's like mild menstrual pain. The nurse said six hours later if the contraction never get worse she has to inject something to force the tenant to move out! How funny!
4:00am, the contraction went from bad to worse! Yucks it's not just a menstrual  pain anymore! The pain is not in any description list! Excruciating? No! More than that! I almost torn my husband's hand into two!
6:00 am the pain went from sweet to sour and now to smelly! Worst ever in my life! This kind of torturing pain took the two hours life from me!
8:00am at last the urge of pushing with the pain! My husband said he was there like watching me getting kill and tortured! Yes! I shouted but never cursed but almost there! I wanted to cry, guess i'm too busy to even shed a tears or should i said the energy has been shifted to the waist and below!
Yes by 8 something, the tenant named Mikaela is out to say "Hello World" with her thunderous cry! Phew! I felt a relief  and happy! Finally everything is out!
I am a stupid girl! Before everything above, i always think that stitching pain is the scariest part! But not that!
The moment i was pushed out from the labor room, i felt so proud of myself and happy!!
And now im a mother to my one month old Mikaela!!!
Meow Meow!!

Gendong!

Sweet dreams are made of these!

Tadah!

After 17 days  since Mikaela is out from me!! And yes! The wish is being granted! She is out on the 15th of March!

I just love the way she smile!!!

Wating for you!

15th-March-2011

So the soon-to-be grandma likes to check on the chinese calendar to see which is the auspicious day, so that i can move out from my planet. Because she don't want me to be stuck in the situation like, the wrong place the right time, or the right place the wrong time. She think the right place and the right time is the most perfect timing. That's what my landlady think so too! Too bad they are not the decision maker for this time! Neither am i. Well, fingerss cross, grandma checked 15th-Mrach-2011 is the best time to move out. So we shall see!!!
And soon-to-be grandpa seems very excited too! He called, talk to the landlady about me. I can hear it from my room!! The lullaby ringtone which the landlady is using now soothes my mood. I can't wait to see the real world, the oxygen world, where i can breath on my own, i can eat on my own ( not through the connected pipe like now), i can see all the colors with my eyes, i can cry out like where everybody can hear me ( not like now! Nobody can hear me cry. The most is where the landlady can feel my hiccups).
Oh world! Prepare to welcome me! The new tenant without a proper name! Sing to me and let me smile!!

2011

Mummy said i can has all these. And now they are my lil' friends! I cant wait to lay my tiny hands on them. Too bad im still stuck inside the liquid planet! What i do everyday is to kick, punch, twist, somersault, swim, hiccup, dig and kick again to make sure that bag of water can break me free! :) When im busy doing those stunts, i wonder what is the outside world like?
I'm eager to meet the landlady who allowed me to be her tenant for the past 9 months. I know im not an easy one. When im off the rental timeline, im going to come out with a big smile with a healthy body to repay her kindness. I'm now a pending stranger without a name! So for the time being im a lil stranger living in her liquid planet!
Oh landlady be patient, im moving out soon!

Shoes Away

A pretty woman is not as pretty as she is if she does not owned her glass slippers, like Cinderella. A pair of the right shoes will make everything else shine and shine and shine!
I speshcially like the first pair it's from Georgina Goodman.

The second will be Brian Atwood. Those studded pair is just too irresistible with the transparent sides, this will probably let you show off some of your nice feet!

The third pair, Lanvin. i just love the way the satin is used in this heels. It gives me the very beachy or should i say the very vacation mode. Holiday! Holiday! Saturday!

The forth, Chloe. Like the suede material. The combination of wedge and cutout boots is the new IT!


The last but not least, needless to say! Christian Louboutin! Who would not recognize those red "undercover" (that's wat i called them)! Phew! A beauty i would say!

Unvelil

 Came across these pretty veils! Stunning, gorgeous and what more can i say. A perfect gown isn't perfect anymore without the perfect veil!

Blog Brag Blog

"And I got lost you, in your brown eyes....."

Yawn! Seriously im so sleepy that am barely in proper thinking... That's why i start to scribble again... The weather is hot, the drink is hot and the food is hot! There is a lot of thing i wanted to get! A pair of nice heels, a shit loads of nice dresses, a truck shit loads of tops, and mountain shit loads of cash to help provide me that shit loads of spending! Pure indulgence is no harm to anyone, and it helps to save the living! :P

Came across some nice shoes...


Nuff Nuff!!! If im doing this for another 5 mins i will be ending up buying things!! All these pretty monster is very alluring and structure. This orgasm can last for a decade. Tell me which girls dont like shoes!!!! Nothing is alive when Cinderella lost her glass slipper!! Im still and will be searching up and down left and right for my perfect sole mate!!!!

Lost touched

Yes i know it's been a while im having the mirror talking session here! Sometimes i reckon it's a kind of a therapy to kill the wrong thinking in my mind, or should i say to kill all my free time maybe bored time i called it! Been browsing mega lots of fashion blogs and i think some of them are pretty hideous and wannabe. What i will never get it is, why must only someone who wore weird things on their body labelled as the fashion icon or the trendy one... *scratched me head*. Does that mean i have to color my hair in weird color and wear some super weird accessories on the head and give everyone a head turn then me can too turned into one of the pieces of art!!????

Another curtain call

Yes everything is coming to an end for 2009, so im writing a few meters long of resolution lists! So guess what! Heck for those resolutions and what have i tick for those list? Never! Like i said, resolutions cost money! So my 2 millions of resolutions should only be seeking when im six feet under y'all. That when i have countless of time and money! Whoever is reading this, send me a stack of cheque book will ya?
So my recap for 2009 is just as blank as a piece of paper.. Nothing to fill and nothing to erase. Basically it's a very simple and pretty bedly down to earth life im having right now! But i have got plan for my new year eve! Coz im goona sit in front of my TV and finish my CSI: LAS VEGAS and sip into the ice wine with my loved one! Aint that more than enough just to keep the night simple and quiet!! Fireworks is just so not me. Counting down used to be my life, but im telling myself i should tone down bit by bit. And when everything is just so yesteryear, im gonna come out from my closet and start to recycle that life again!
As for Christmas, i might be somewhere having a bbq session, not that i really have to go! but since everyone is going, im so not gonna be a wet blanket here... And God i should stop filling myself with Cokes! I dont feel like dying of diabetes.....
Bet, it's time to stop and catching Avatar this Sunday! Or maybe not!?
Adieu...... Im going to sit back and enjoy the droplets for that window sipping my hot tea! *Yawn*

Sweet Home Alabama...

Yes! The constant update is because i have so many free time left after waking up 6 A.M in the morning just to open up the door and wait for the maid to come clean the house... And for the good side of that, i get to breath in lotsa lotsa first hand fresh air in the morning! Good!

Im in the packing mode for my coming trips. Good eh? Usually me pack me things few days before, coz i'm inconsistent with my choice of clothes and shoes and things that i wanted to bring with me. So a few days in advance should allow me to pick the one i really want in that luggage!

*Yawn* and im hungry! A cup of breakfast tea is enough to kill my slumber dreamss, and an instant bee hoon is enough to save my growling stomach! And im all contented... Great! I think it's time to pack my luggage and yes i can hear the lil puppies crying for Pinky! Four pups to be exact! Never get a chance to look closer for the pups!

It's time to bid goodbye again! Will be right back after the commercial break, so stay tune!!!

Missing in Action

Lost count the day i have been laze around and decided not to do anything about my baby blog. Zero excitement happened in my before life and now it's heading to November and i'm gonna tell y'all i've got so many plans with so little time!!! Firstly i 'll be back for a wedding then off to Sin City, Hk maybe, Taiwan maybe, KL maybe. Man! Friends from college had been urging me return for so long! And yet i missed her wedding and i felt and still sad bout it! Jean if u are not reading this i still have to say A BIG SORRY to you!!
Yeeehhaaaaaa!!!! Cant wait to see my sis ( coz she is having my dress with her :P) and parent!! And im happy bout that even in dreams im feeling hyper bout it!!
It's end of the year and X'mas is coming!! Too bad i dont get any White Winter X'mas this year like the year before!! Never mind bout that coz next trip i get to choose where i wanted to go!! And for that i have one place in me mind already!! And my dearest of all agree upon my request! if he never agree we gonna go there too, coz he has no choice to just bow down tio his QUEEN!! I'm the queen just for your information :PPPP
For the bad side when im back i will be missing my So You Think You Can Dance!!! I've got one favourite dance in that show, and it's just bad that i missed his name! A fantastic popper.... Should see the way he pop his way to LasVegas! Im impressed and after watching the show i felt so small.... Dancing anyone????
All right it's time to say goodbye for the day and im gonna eat my lunch and nap away my tired mind! Been waking up too early these days for the early breakkie and housewife duties!! :)

Last and never the least
Listen to these, they might be wee bit old but all good!
John Mayer- Slow Dancing in the Burning Room
The Fray-Never Say Never, Look After You
Maroon 5-Goodnight, Goodnight
Debussy-Arabesque
Blue Foundation- Eyes On Fire
Iron & Wine- Flightless Bird
Rihanna-Russian Roulette

Afternoon

Rise anh shine... I read back my blog recently and one thing i realize so much of mistakes hanging around there.. Hell must be the concentration you Nincompoop.... Duh!

The shipment is on the way.. Teehheee.. Im one hell of the happy one!

Im bored! Anyone any nice song? Songs songs songs... Over the weekend, i manage to catch Terminator Salvation.. Christian Bale is HOT!! i like him ever since who knows when.... But i remember watching him in one movie along side with ..... Shit! i forgot the name of the other actor.... My memory has gone wired! The name is familiar in my mind, i just cant remember it.. Shit have u ever have this kind of syndrome? I cracked my head but to no avail.... Shit i must have caught amnesia..... Those long hauled brain has no other way to cure no more... Help me! I must admit those Chemistry, Physics, Maths had a plan to ruin me life.. They killed me future, buried me live and lastly left me to dead.. And that's when everything met the dead end.. Hack! Do you know what's the purpose this post served for? NOTHING! Dont read or you will get infected with this killing disease that has currently listed as incurable.. And that's when you start singing and flagging "Let's get retarded!" Blame education... They ruined me! LOL
Sometimes i reckon we have to face the evils that lived inside and flying around us.. The more you run from it, the harder and longer time to recover from what we are trapped in... Nobody is perfect as always said.. Once bitten twice shy.. But who never got bitten before.. It's the experience that count.. Coz i know those who got bitten is always the strongest. I think we all learn a lot from our life.. Experience in life is priceless and valuable coz each of us is walking in a different pathes but i believe one day what we get is what we gained...
I think im getting crazy because of the waiting... Sigh.. The shipping part should be tommorow.. Cant wait to get my shoes! LALALlalalalalalala..
Spinning hot in Queen R's Club
Krazy(Fast &Furious 4) -Pitbull feat Lil Jon
Shooting Star -David Rush Feat Kevin Rudolf Feat Pitbull
Whatever you want-Nicole Sherzinger Feat T.I
Tuning off ! I do what i think you like....

Lanvin.. I decided i love ya!

Oh boy! Im current love of coz none other than Lanvin! Hell! i love the Happy bag! Hell i love the small pouch! Hell i realized im in love with Balmain and Blumarine! Hell they have nice clothes! Hell the price is sky high! I love Brian Atwood's creation! Hell the shoes is just so candy!! And the moment im writing all this, i had one deal sealed! Damn! Those adrenalin rush is just so horrified!
I had weird dreams recently, i dream bout people i barely know or people that we can only read them on newspaper... and the next thing, they appearred in news.. Gosh! Is that a prophecy?... Am i goin to be an oracle like those seen in Matrix when i get handsome guy come see me to just tell how the world is going to change if he believe he is the one... Lol! Anyway.. It's just a coincidence i guess... And now im sourcing out something nicer for myself... Busy Busy Busy!

Burning Hot!

Yikes! Throw me some snowballsss.... The sun is melting me! and every inch of my skin! Damn! I hate the weather right now.. Endless headache, endless sweating, endless cold drink... Everything cold is endless for me right now... And my horny dogs got pregnant during this time round shall cause trouble to those strangers.. Cause they patience and temper is at risking high. They used to chase and bark those bikers.. Teehee it's yet very funny by just watching those dog charged towards them...
Im waiting for other batch of new pups.. Think the arrival of those pups to this heating earth will be very soon.. Pinky's bulging belly is the living prove.. She can hardly squuze in those gap she used to come in to the house now.. Poor her..
Think that's it for today.. the shit-tuation i'm in right now force me to stop thinking.. Massive headache attacking every single nerve i have..
Cold drinks and ice cream time i guess.. and lastly some Astrud Gillberto to chill the heating day away.... " Ba Da Ba da da Ba Da ba da da ba ba..Fly me to the moon and let me play among the star.. Let me see what spring is like on Jupiter and Mars..." Gosh still feel warm like hell! Adios!