The Journey Being Mama Leong

Ohaiyo!!

2011-08-12T19:17:00.000-07:00

Woot! Finally i'm able find some times, sit down, sipping my English Breakfast, stretch my legs, cracking my knuckles and updating my long ago abandoned ship. The captain is finally back! *For a while& Ahoy!
Mikaela's nearly 5 months old now... She grew a lot! Height, weight, you name it! Can't wait to see her grow!!!

And she is happy because she is going to make her first flight in her life to visit her grandmama!! And second to Sin city!! Mikaela is going international yo! *wink* Fifth months as she came out from her mum's comfort womb she started to adapt herself in this planet! She likes to go out and look around like a very very or i should say extremely curious kitten!! But when she get stares from stranger or even someone we knew, this curious kitten started to cry! Kowtow to her! She has the priority to stare at people as long as she wanted but please do not stare at her especially she never see you before..+_="
Argh! Better stop her before she is awake! Cheeriooossss!!!

Happy two months and counting

2011-05-27T21:02:00.000-07:00

It's been a not so busy, but seems busy kinda period! Constant feeding, frequent standby calls ( im producing milk, Mikaela wakes up to purchase my milk anytime she wants) So i would rather put it this way, I'm a 7-11 now! She will come by anytime. 3-4 months down the road, i should be able to get back the hours that i have lost for the past 6 months! Right now i'm on my 7 and half minute power nap! Way to go!!!

Last but not always least, Cheer me up will ya!! :P

One Month and exactly 9 days

2011-04-23T20:14:00.000-07:00

Great! Everything went pretty smooth! That's really out of my expectation! Mikaela has been treating my the best of all. Not much crying, not much fuss! Only laughter and joy!

God Blessed me!

Breastfeed

2011-04-13T23:11:00.000-07:00

Dear Cow,
I understand your feeling very well now! Being squeezed and pulled! Luckily as human, we only get sucked and bite sometimes ( No worries again, baby without any teeth or tooth won't cause much pain)
15th of March,
Being push out from the labor room, once again i have to said i felt proud and happy! I have conquered the pain and maybe next time i will be giving birth naturally again if i'm planning to have another baby! Back to the subject, pushed back to my room, the baby is not there yet. She is taking her first bath. There, i was too excited and called my mum a thousand time she never picked up the phone! Finally she called back and the first thing she told me was she can only MSN me later! Clearly, she never saw the SMS i sent her during midnight and morning. I told her i just gave birth. Her first reaction " Are you kidding?!" Second reaction " Dont lie to me!"
After she reagain her clear mind, i told her again i just gave birth! She asked me"How come you sounded so energetic?" My answer: I just came back from a battle with my victory mood! That's why im so awake and excited! Then we talk a bit and hang up coz the baby is here!
The nurse told me that i can started my breastfeed so that there is a bonding between the baby and me! Yes at fisrt i was so excited to try out! Guess what!? Whenever i try to feed her, she will only suck for a while! First attempt is always the hardest! Because you need to find the right position on the right time. The struggling was all sweat and blood to get it right!
There came the second problem, my milk flow hasn't arrived!! I tried hot towel under the armpit! Tried pumping them and the result was so bad! Only a few drops came out! So i started to worried! But not to worry, cause the flow eventually came in the forth day! As for the rest of the days, don't let your milk wet your bed! Now im happily lactating my baby! Enjoy yours too!

Pain

2011-04-13T01:47:00.000-07:00

When the clock strike 00:00am, 15th of March is the day when the most painful moment i have ever encountered! First water broke i thought how come i wee wee on my own pants and the wee wet the whole pants! Okay just a wee i told myself. Changed the pants and went back to sleep on the floor with the yoga mat because i thought it might come again ( felt there were an urge of urine coming out ). I was right again pants went wet. This time i knew it wasn't wee wee. It was the water that broke and my temporary tenant decided to move out from the comfort zone! The flood came so i was forced to check in to the hospital!
Now, the nurse checked my blood pleasure and search for the heart beat of who is going to come out after nine months of sucking all the energy, minerals, vitamin, you name it, it's all in her now! Yes the heart beat! That was the first time i heard her heart beating like 100 plus time per min! Isn't it strange! Nine months of a living thing staying in your tummy!
That time, this was in my mind! Dear tenant please dont take your own sweet time to come out!
1:00am, still no contraction but the lliquid is still leaking and with some blood! Nurse said :" Excuse me and sorry" because she needs to lay her hand on the most private part of me and dig into it to check the tearing!
No worries no pain! Just a lil discomfort! Okay only 1cm! Huh??!! So exactly how many CM to go before i can go into labor stage? The answer.... another 9cm and you are a free woman! *fainted*
Two hours later, the contraction said hi to me! The pain wasn't that much! It's like mild menstrual pain. The nurse said six hours later if the contraction never get worse she has to inject something to force the tenant to move out! How funny!
4:00am, the contraction went from bad to worse! Yucks it's not just a menstrual pain anymore! The pain is not in any description list! Excruciating? No! More than that! I almost torn my husband's hand into two!
6:00 am the pain went from sweet to sour and now to smelly! Worst ever in my life! This kind of torturing pain took the two hours life from me!
8:00am at last the urge of pushing with the pain! My husband said he was there like watching me getting kill and tortured! Yes! I shouted but never cursed but almost there! I wanted to cry, guess i'm too busy to even shed a tears or should i said the energy has been shifted to the waist and below!
Yes by 8 something, the tenant named Mikaela is out to say "Hello World" with her thunderous cry! Phew! I felt a relief and happy! Finally everything is out!
I am a stupid girl! Before everything above, i always think that stitching pain is the scariest part! But not that!
The moment i was pushed out from the labor room, i felt so proud of myself and happy!!
And now im a mother to my one month old Mikaela!!!
Meow Meow!!

Gendong!

2011-04-03T22:00:00.000-07:00

Sweet dreams are made of these!

Tadah!

2011-04-01T22:02:00.000-07:00

After 17 days since Mikaela is out from me!! And yes! The wish is being granted! She is out on the 15th of March!

I just love the way she smile!!!

Wating for you!

2011-03-13T22:59:00.000-07:00

15th-March-2011

2011-03-08T22:54:00.000-08:00

So the soon-to-be grandma likes to check on the chinese calendar to see which is the auspicious day, so that i can move out from my planet. Because she don't want me to be stuck in the situation like, the wrong place the right time, or the right place the wrong time. She think the right place and the right time is the most perfect timing. That's what my landlady think so too! Too bad they are not the decision maker for this time! Neither am i. Well, fingerss cross, grandma checked 15th-Mrach-2011 is the best time to move out. So we shall see!!!
And soon-to-be grandpa seems very excited too! He called, talk to the landlady about me. I can hear it from my room!! The lullaby ringtone which the landlady is using now soothes my mood. I can't wait to see the real world, the oxygen world, where i can breath on my own, i can eat on my own ( not through the connected pipe like now), i can see all the colors with my eyes, i can cry out like where everybody can hear me ( not like now! Nobody can hear me cry. The most is where the landlady can feel my hiccups).
Oh world! Prepare to welcome me! The new tenant without a proper name! Sing to me and let me smile!!

2011

2011-03-07T23:35:00.000-08:00

Mummy said i can has all these. And now they are my lil' friends! I cant wait to lay my tiny hands on them. Too bad im still stuck inside the liquid planet! What i do everyday is to kick, punch, twist, somersault, swim, hiccup, dig and kick again to make sure that bag of water can break me free! :) When im busy doing those stunts, i wonder what is the outside world like?
I'm eager to meet the landlady who allowed me to be her tenant for the past 9 months. I know im not an easy one. When im off the rental timeline, im going to come out with a big smile with a healthy body to repay her kindness. I'm now a pending stranger without a name! So for the time being im a lil stranger living in her liquid planet!
Oh landlady be patient, im moving out soon!

Shoes Away

2010-03-30T20:07:00.000-07:00

A pretty woman is not as pretty as she is if she does not owned her glass slippers, like Cinderella. A pair of the right shoes will make everything else shine and shine and shine!
I speshcially like the first pair it's from Georgina Goodman.

The second will be Brian Atwood. Those studded pair is just too irresistible with the transparent sides, this will probably let you show off some of your nice feet!

The third pair, Lanvin. i just love the way the satin is used in this heels. It gives me the very beachy or should i say the very vacation mode. Holiday! Holiday! Saturday!

The forth, Chloe. Like the suede material. The combination of wedge and cutout boots is the new IT!

The last but not least, needless to say! Christian Louboutin! Who would not recognize those red "undercover" (that's wat i called them)! Phew! A beauty i would say!

Unvelil

2010-03-30T00:52:00.000-07:00

Came across these pretty veils! Stunning, gorgeous and what more can i say. A perfect gown isn't perfect anymore without the perfect veil!

Blog Brag Blog

2010-03-26T00:58:00.000-07:00

"And I got lost you, in your brown eyes....."

Yawn! Seriously im so sleepy that am barely in proper thinking... That's why i start to scribble again... The weather is hot, the drink is hot and the food is hot! There is a lot of thing i wanted to get! A pair of nice heels, a shit loads of nice dresses, a truck shit loads of tops, and mountain shit loads of cash to help provide me that shit loads of spending! Pure indulgence is no harm to anyone, and it helps to save the living! :P

Came across some nice shoes...

Nuff Nuff!!! If im doing this for another 5 mins i will be ending up buying things!! All these pretty monster is very alluring and structure. This orgasm can last for a decade. Tell me which girls dont like shoes!!!! Nothing is alive when Cinderella lost her glass slipper!! Im still and will be searching up and down left and right for my perfect sole mate!!!!

Lost touched

2010-03-04T00:41:00.000-08:00

Yes i know it's been a while im having the mirror talking session here! Sometimes i reckon it's a kind of a therapy to kill the wrong thinking in my mind, or should i say to kill all my free time maybe bored time i called it! Been browsing mega lots of fashion blogs and i think some of them are pretty hideous and wannabe. What i will never get it is, why must only someone who wore weird things on their body labelled as the fashion icon or the trendy one... *scratched me head*. Does that mean i have to color my hair in weird color and wear some super weird accessories on the head and give everyone a head turn then me can too turned into one of the pieces of art!!????

Another curtain call

2009-12-22T23:54:00.000-08:00

Yes everything is coming to an end for 2009, so im writing a few meters long of resolution lists! So guess what! Heck for those resolutions and what have i tick for those list? Never! Like i said, resolutions cost money! So my 2 millions of resolutions should only be seeking when im six feet under y'all. That when i have countless of time and money! Whoever is reading this, send me a stack of cheque book will ya?
So my recap for 2009 is just as blank as a piece of paper.. Nothing to fill and nothing to erase. Basically it's a very simple and pretty bedly down to earth life im having right now! But i have got plan for my new year eve! Coz im goona sit in front of my TV and finish my CSI: LAS VEGAS and sip into the ice wine with my loved one! Aint that more than enough just to keep the night simple and quiet!! Fireworks is just so not me. Counting down used to be my life, but im telling myself i should tone down bit by bit. And when everything is just so yesteryear, im gonna come out from my closet and start to recycle that life again!
As for Christmas, i might be somewhere having a bbq session, not that i really have to go! but since everyone is going, im so not gonna be a wet blanket here... And God i should stop filling myself with Cokes! I dont feel like dying of diabetes.....
Bet, it's time to stop and catching Avatar this Sunday! Or maybe not!?
Adieu...... Im going to sit back and enjoy the droplets for that window sipping my hot tea! *Yawn*

Sweet Home Alabama...

2009-11-14T17:11:00.000-08:00

Yes! The constant update is because i have so many free time left after waking up 6 A.M in the morning just to open up the door and wait for the maid to come clean the house... And for the good side of that, i get to breath in lotsa lotsa first hand fresh air in the morning! Good!

Im in the packing mode for my coming trips. Good eh? Usually me pack me things few days before, coz i'm inconsistent with my choice of clothes and shoes and things that i wanted to bring with me. So a few days in advance should allow me to pick the one i really want in that luggage!

*Yawn* and im hungry! A cup of breakfast tea is enough to kill my slumber dreamss, and an instant bee hoon is enough to save my growling stomach! And im all contented... Great! I think it's time to pack my luggage and yes i can hear the lil puppies crying for Pinky! Four pups to be exact! Never get a chance to look closer for the pups!

It's time to bid goodbye again! Will be right back after the commercial break, so stay tune!!!

Missing in Action

2009-11-13T19:22:00.001-08:00

Lost count the day i have been laze around and decided not to do anything about my baby blog. Zero excitement happened in my before life and now it's heading to November and i'm gonna tell y'all i've got so many plans with so little time!!! Firstly i 'll be back for a wedding then off to Sin City, Hk maybe, Taiwan maybe, KL maybe. Man! Friends from college had been urging me return for so long! And yet i missed her wedding and i felt and still sad bout it! Jean if u are not reading this i still have to say A BIG SORRY to you!!
Yeeehhaaaaaa!!!! Cant wait to see my sis ( coz she is having my dress with her :P) and parent!! And im happy bout that even in dreams im feeling hyper bout it!!
It's end of the year and X'mas is coming!! Too bad i dont get any White Winter X'mas this year like the year before!! Never mind bout that coz next trip i get to choose where i wanted to go!! And for that i have one place in me mind already!! And my dearest of all agree upon my request! if he never agree we gonna go there too, coz he has no choice to just bow down tio his QUEEN!! I'm the queen just for your information :PPPP
For the bad side when im back i will be missing my So You Think You Can Dance!!! I've got one favourite dance in that show, and it's just bad that i missed his name! A fantastic popper.... Should see the way he pop his way to LasVegas! Im impressed and after watching the show i felt so small.... Dancing anyone????
All right it's time to say goodbye for the day and im gonna eat my lunch and nap away my tired mind! Been waking up too early these days for the early breakkie and housewife duties!! :)

Last and never the least
Listen to these, they might be wee bit old but all good!
John Mayer- Slow Dancing in the Burning Room
The Fray-Never Say Never, Look After You
Maroon 5-Goodnight, Goodnight
Debussy-Arabesque
Blue Foundation- Eyes On Fire
Iron & Wine- Flightless Bird
Rihanna-Russian Roulette

Afternoon

2009-06-01T23:44:00.000-07:00

Rise anh shine... I read back my blog recently and one thing i realize so much of mistakes hanging around there.. Hell must be the concentration you Nincompoop.... Duh!

The shipment is on the way.. Teehheee.. Im one hell of the happy one!

Im bored! Anyone any nice song? Songs songs songs... Over the weekend, i manage to catch Terminator Salvation.. Christian Bale is HOT!! i like him ever since who knows when.... But i remember watching him in one movie along side with ..... Shit! i forgot the name of the other actor.... My memory has gone wired! The name is familiar in my mind, i just cant remember it.. Shit have u ever have this kind of syndrome? I cracked my head but to no avail.... Shit i must have caught amnesia..... Those long hauled brain has no other way to cure no more... Help me! I must admit those Chemistry, Physics, Maths had a plan to ruin me life.. They killed me future, buried me live and lastly left me to dead.. And that's when everything met the dead end.. Hack! Do you know what's the purpose this post served for? NOTHING! Dont read or you will get infected with this killing disease that has currently listed as incurable.. And that's when you start singing and flagging "Let's get retarded!" Blame education... They ruined me! LOL
Sometimes i reckon we have to face the evils that lived inside and flying around us.. The more you run from it, the harder and longer time to recover from what we are trapped in... Nobody is perfect as always said.. Once bitten twice shy.. But who never got bitten before.. It's the experience that count.. Coz i know those who got bitten is always the strongest. I think we all learn a lot from our life.. Experience in life is priceless and valuable coz each of us is walking in a different pathes but i believe one day what we get is what we gained...
I think im getting crazy because of the waiting... Sigh.. The shipping part should be tommorow.. Cant wait to get my shoes! LALALlalalalalalala..
Spinning hot in Queen R's Club
Krazy(Fast &Furious 4) -Pitbull feat Lil Jon
Shooting Star -David Rush Feat Kevin Rudolf Feat Pitbull
Whatever you want-Nicole Sherzinger Feat T.I
Tuning off ! I do what i think you like....

Lanvin.. I decided i love ya!

2009-05-25T20:45:00.000-07:00

Oh boy! Im current love of coz none other than Lanvin! Hell! i love the Happy bag! Hell i love the small pouch! Hell i realized im in love with Balmain and Blumarine! Hell they have nice clothes! Hell the price is sky high! I love Brian Atwood's creation! Hell the shoes is just so candy!! And the moment im writing all this, i had one deal sealed! Damn! Those adrenalin rush is just so horrified!
I had weird dreams recently, i dream bout people i barely know or people that we can only read them on newspaper... and the next thing, they appearred in news.. Gosh! Is that a prophecy?... Am i goin to be an oracle like those seen in Matrix when i get handsome guy come see me to just tell how the world is going to change if he believe he is the one... Lol! Anyway.. It's just a coincidence i guess... And now im sourcing out something nicer for myself... Busy Busy Busy!

Burning Hot!

2009-04-25T01:06:00.000-07:00

Yikes! Throw me some snowballsss.... The sun is melting me! and every inch of my skin! Damn! I hate the weather right now.. Endless headache, endless sweating, endless cold drink... Everything cold is endless for me right now... And my horny dogs got pregnant during this time round shall cause trouble to those strangers.. Cause they patience and temper is at risking high. They used to chase and bark those bikers.. Teehee it's yet very funny by just watching those dog charged towards them...
Im waiting for other batch of new pups.. Think the arrival of those pups to this heating earth will be very soon.. Pinky's bulging belly is the living prove.. She can hardly squuze in those gap she used to come in to the house now.. Poor her..
Think that's it for today.. the shit-tuation i'm in right now force me to stop thinking.. Massive headache attacking every single nerve i have..
Cold drinks and ice cream time i guess.. and lastly some Astrud Gillberto to chill the heating day away.... " Ba Da Ba da da Ba Da ba da da ba ba..Fly me to the moon and let me play among the star.. Let me see what spring is like on Jupiter and Mars..." Gosh still feel warm like hell! Adios!

A Peace of Mind

2009-04-17T20:53:00.000-07:00

Darn! Im was pissed after some conversation... Im like talking to a cow or thin air.. If you have deciced what you want just go for it and no question ask! If you're always saying this and that , worry this and that, thinking this and that, dreaming this and that then my suggestion drop the case. If everyine else is supporting you to do something all the way dont doubt the effort and dont doubt your own ability.. Coz i believe one day, you will come out from the cave and save the world.. You know it;s hard when you start a conversation with someone and they trying to talk nicely to you and you start being rude and just puffed offline you go? And then that's when you start thinking. talking to yourself saying everyone has the bad impression bout you and oh that sucks!
I dont understand why the right message is always being misinterpreted.. And that's when all the good things turn sour! That's sucks double! Ranting post! If you reading this or you dont read this... I hope some day your mind is clear enough and think and digest others opinion in a positive way... Some words might hurt, but they wont scar....

Rach-ed

2009-04-02T23:04:00.000-07:00

Here again.. It's really been a while!!!! a while!! Hmmm.... Everything that happened in a second or minutes in others live is equal to a year for me! Know why? Coz im bored til dead... And i got nothing for myself to gain besides weight and piles of piles of boredom... Bored=lazy=procastination... And trust me by the end of the day im dead and gone!

But there again i watched hell lots of dvd recently to kill times...

I was told that im one of the person who lives in their own world the other day.. And my first reaction was... LOL a.k.a Laugh Out Loud. Who doesn't live in their own world? Oh boy! You must be enjoy living under the shadow of someone else ain't it! Funny! Funny! Funny! It's really a good thing to laugh away.. And it's better if i can laugh in front of her.. Because in my eyes, her pea brain did made out lots of jokes that she thought were her words of wisdom.. Little does she know that she is not even a pinch of salt... Poor thing! Never worth mention!

Ease of mind.... Inhale... Exhale.. Inhale... Exhale.. Good job. And mind you im addicted to Claude Debussy thanks to Edward Cullen... Robert Pattinson was an eye candy when he acted in Harry Porter as Cedric Diggory and now turning into the pale skin Vampy Edward Cullen is getting more interesting!!! Cant wait for the Twilight saga: New Moon!!

Hot tunes- This is why I Rock- Mims Feat Purple Pop Corn

Right Round - Flo Rida Feat Kesha

Random! Just to scare your ass off!

Dream a lil dream of me

2009-01-23T01:26:00.000-08:00

Off to Jakarta tommorow... More update after the forth day of CNY.. Til then... Bear in mind dream a lil dream of me

More Hokkaido

2009-01-23T00:01:00.000-08:00

Prosperous Year ahead y'all chinese nation

2009-01-22T00:42:00.000-08:00

Wow i just checked 3 entry for the previous month.. And this is the very first entry after the long passed year of 2009. Shame on you Racheal! Shame!
Anyway.. New year for the chinese nation is approaching and im off to Jakarta! Excited? Not at all.. i rather head back to where i belong! Anyway venturing a new place is always as happy as jolly bean.. am i worng? Maybe there will be photos and more photos to share.. but depend me mode... And i realize that chances for me to cam whore nowadays are as little as dust...
That reminds me of old age creeping in and killing my self-admiring habit . What a pity! But i guess after the lecturing of the other side of me ( you can see another side of you too from the mirror, the only things is that both of you share the same conversation) never mind of im confusing you...
Back to my conversation.. Rae! Im really one of the lazy ass... and now im spend most me time as a full time potato couch.... But guess im gonna make my effort to come and update my e-life in this e-circle more often! Hehe

Okie... Enough of speaking and now im gonna start packing me luggage again!

Dreamy White Winter Christmas

2008-12-31T19:30:00.000-08:00

Silent Weeks

2008-12-16T01:11:00.000-08:00

Last minute check! All up! Including my travelling partner.. Two partners im saying... Bringinb them to see the world.. Actually not the world just a small part of the world! Teeheee.. they must be so excited that they sit up right on the bed the whole night! But too bad i need to give up the big one. So she will be alone for the coming weeks incuding christmas! Sad???!!! I bet she is!!! Last post before christmas is hitting! But im gonna make it before New Year! So more updates before the year closed with the last chapter!

Dream a lil dream of me

2008-12-13T20:49:00.000-08:00

Holla... The untouched is left untouched, what remain will be the old dust. Yes im taking my weeks off from this coming Wednesday. Aye! talking as if im working and having my leaves.. :P But im happy! Cause a very fine and white christmas is waiting for me! Im gonna stick my tongue out and taste the Snow of the Festive Season....
Till then im gonna update lots and lots of photos!!
Merry Christmas to everyone! Ha! By the way learn that my mum set up the christmas tree we bought last year! Hope she enjoying this coming festive season! Ciao!

Santa Baby

2008-11-06T23:03:00.000-08:00

Santa Baby hurry to the chimney tonight!
Finally! I get back to my online status. Super stupid telkom idiot! Need to spend thousand years to figure the fatal connection! Yeah! Another good news that im gonna spend my white Christmas Eve at Hokkaidooooo.... Whooopppiiieee! Christmas at Singapore! Abbiiieeeee!! Santarina is coming to town! Keke! Two good news in one day y'all! Clap clap! Jump Jump! Pinch Pinch! Oh! No dream at all! :))))))))
Back to my other blog that i owned! I realized i used to write soemthing very odd and funny again. This is what i have wrote since long long time ago..

" It takes four to play, two to clap, one to slap."
"All Right Reserved, All Wrong Preserved."
"Trespass Copycats restricted area, once spotted consider wrong, twice caught consider crime."

And i found them very catchy and origin.. LOL!
Anyway im too happy and started to play myseslf the christmas songs!! They cheer my incoming days~

Thinking and thinking

2008-10-29T23:07:00.000-07:00

I used to writing and rant whatever i like at my previous blog. And by the time i referred back all the words and they are sounded funny and the rythmn of the combination is pretty weird but i like it that way and best of all if no one understand them at all.
Yes if you asked me "Why do you choose to write online then?" If you gonna put your life on the cyber space of coz you intend to let people know bout what are you writing. " Of coz!" "Of coz!" But who are we to understand others while we are still trying to understand our own path and some may still having doubt on which path to die for? :P
And nowadays i realize Friendster's blog section have improved their tools and function. Easy application easy life. But now im stuck in between dreams and life. Hmm.. when everything is settled im gonna give you the story of what's the dreams that im trying to achieve. Though is nothing big, but it's a pain in my neck while thinking bout it? Hmmmpphh... Calming my angry soul!

NewBorn

2008-10-23T21:25:00.000-07:00

I watched the whole process of before, in the middle, and the after birth... The pain that kept the mum uneasy.. and she even puke twice before she gave birth and it's all normal... She gave birth two puppies and two hours later or so thethird one came out! Amazing! At first, i thought it's gonna be two pups. When i woke up the next morning, teeeheee there were three of them... And now their mum is weaving them.. How lovely! And this is a brand new experience for me! So lovely! And they are as small as new born kitten! Fragile and weak.. And now im waiting them to grow and i have pups to play with again!

Random Moment

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Moon River

2008-09-26T00:09:00.000-07:00

Hmmphhhh... Indulging myself with all the downloaded pieces..

Danger! Danger! High Voltage! When we touch, when we kiss!

List of songs that filled up the Oxygen Space of mine

1. El Impacto- Daddy Yankee Feat Fergie
2. Danger! High Voltage- Electric Six
3. Never Met A Girl Like U Before- Edwyn Collins
4. Live Your Life- tI. feat Rihanna
5. Heaven Sent- Keisha Cole
6. Clap Back-Ja Rule Feat Jay Z Styles ( So OutDated)
7. If Looks Could Kill- Camera Obscura
8. When I Grow Up- PCD ( Dolls Domination :P)
9. Keeps Getting Better- Christina Aguilera ( So so... Anyway that's her new release song)

Britney's Womanizer coming out on the 26 Sept.. Stay tune and be the first to ear it!

Bored-Tox

2008-09-16T00:52:00.000-07:00

Long last! Im lazy to write same thing all over again and basically my span of life will be shorter and shorter as days blow by.. Eat-Sleep-Eat-Nap-Eat-Sleep. That's the basic living life of a turbulence past of me. Bleah! if anyone will die fisrt in this very minute it will be me! Argh!

Let's talk bout something before im dying of Bored-tox! Im doing Pilates since the last two weeks. That's because im tad bored that i decided to do something filling my watching the finger nails grow life. Ha! To my surprise they do sell those work out DVD here. Funny! U can get everything form Pilates, Yoga to Tai-chi! And hey even those dirty dance work out! *evil grin* that's when Pilates caught my eyes! Purchased and kick my Big S with those work out and miraculously it works cause the title of the DVD said Inch Loss Pilates Teeheee... Not that there is no finess center here. There is! Just that i cant communicate with them and they wont understand me so i dont wanna waste my time bout the talking in the air while everyone is scratching their skull off. Geddit?

My sis has a training at Oct/Nov at HK. Am so tempted and damn tempted to go! I wanna get some different air besides here!!
Currently blasting my ears with Faye Wong!!!!! I loved her before and now im still so in love with her songs! Do you think some day she will come out with a new album for good? I miss her voice duh!

Anyone know the movie -Jack the Bear- 1993 ( my sis kept on insisting that we watched together before but my memory doesn't said so.)

Sudden Death of Enchanting

2008-08-17T22:05:00.000-07:00

Olympics has been keeping my life schedule busy lately. Wonderful competition from wonderful souls around the world. This morning, i thought i might have my heart pumping a thousand hits per second when i thought Liu Xiang 110m men huddler former athens' champion will once again bring the glory to China.... Guess what?! Due to injury he quited after a foul start by one runner... For that very moment the enchanting victory from the crowd died with it. Sad! Sad!

On other hand, Michael Phelps... Bleah!! 14th gold for his Olympics Journey.. History in the making... You know his name will be written in the record for those who won the most gold throughout his/her participation in the Olympics Games that had been held. Amazing!

That's all to keep the blog alive before it's dead! Ciao....

Shine on You crazy diamond

2008-07-24T23:43:00.000-07:00

Shame on me. It's almost the end of july and i have done nothing bout the blog. Practically it's because of no glory me achieved in my july's life. But i have been putting more green at my house to save the global warming. As you know a little effort of each one in this planet will make so much different.
Just finished watching Al Gore's biography and what he did is always ahead of any leader. As much as i prefer Bill Clinton than that stupid beat around the Bush... Al Gore is actually the wise man of left and right of Bill Clinton! How inpressive! Unfortunately, his son doesn't take him as an example! Involved in drug, speeding along the road... Sigh!
Anyway change of plan! My trip to the Rising Sun will be on December... Im happy of it because i can dilute meself in the different christmas celebration at the different place! Cant wait!!!
Arcghhh.. Stomach cramp due to the zome of monthly discomfort!
Time ro cease the pain... ZZzzzzZZZ

Less interested

2008-06-30T21:05:00.000-07:00

Gawd! Procastination is always my worst nightmare... Who would have thought im still alive or what! Hmm.. as im getting older day by day, minute by minute, second by second, interest of the young age is getting tasteless and tasteless... Fruitless! Im lazy to explore my facebook account, im lazy to clean up my act ( do i have one?), im lazy to upload my pictures and lazy of this or that.. blablabla... SO LAZY!

Or maybe i am just distracted by something?

By this

The read is worth a big hearty laugh.... Dont believe? Give it a try!

Jet Set

2008-06-10T20:29:00.000-07:00

YuuHuuu.... disconeection of this week from here coz im going for a turbulence shopping for this crazy shopping season... To ease my pain of losing the so many sleepless night on the bed thinking what to get! Slurp Slurp! This lure oi a bad thing! So bad! Oh Gosh! I have dozen of things to get! Leaving tomorrow! Cant wait! cant wait! Til then more updates will be done when im back here!
Cheerios!

News update:

-Jessica Alba and Tori Spelling both gave birth to baby girls

-Ashlee Simpson is pregnant though all the while Pete Wentz and Ash denied in the first place.

-John Woo's Stunt man reported dead after performing a fire scene stunt and was only 23.

Sad to hear that!

Last but not least! C. Ronaldo *drools*. Pepe! (Brazilian turned Portugese if im not wrong) Bravo! But Poor Italians our former World Cup Champion lost 3-0 to the Orange team! Last night i never finished Spain Vs Russia. The last result i know was 2-0 before i crash my bed... Okie i talk too much today! Wish me an enjoyable trip and get what i want!

Bye!

Old Skool

2008-06-05T23:27:00.000-07:00

LOL! My gosh im getting freaking old! Despite of all the small things that i tend to forget bout it in three seconds, Color Me Badd suddenly popped out from my head!!!!! It's like last last century kinda song that now nobody listen to...Think it's was the song that i spend my youth on! Ggaga... 15 years back! Oh my god cant believe it!!!!

I think most of you wont have any idea bout it... Ha! Last time it's either rock & roll or those boy bands.. You know im the devil's that fall in between. Cant deny that some of they boy bands songs were nice back then. If only i kept on tune in to those rock & roll, and hey there goes the house lting flat on the earth.

The only song i like about it was The earth, the sun, the rain by Color Me Badd!! Not that bad though.... Time to nap... Not sleeping well since Pinky howled for the whole night.. For wat? Wait let me go and ask her... ZzzzzZZZZ

Cold Play

2008-06-04T19:56:00.000-07:00

Argh.. The urge of addiction of--Coldplay --suddenly is in the rush of my adrenaline. I always love the emo+depression+sorrow kind of voice. They made the sky turned grey and the world slow down... Yet i have another sad news which is kinda shocking to me that the Fatso died few days ago. Poor honey! R.I.P
More photos update soon when i come back from the other side of the world!

Tips of the day..To increase the rush of blood to your whole body which i mean is to own an cheeks as red as an apple drink this wolfberries + red dates boiling them til the dates is soften. to obtain good result, be a frequent drinker. By the way using Pear( Yellow and with freckles on the skin) , rock sugar, and red dates ( must slow cook for at least one and the half hour) can improve blood circulation too and good skin result. Dont ask! Yes! Drink frequently too!

P/S: My flop is back the other day... We found it right in front of the door... Weird! Logical thinking, must be the other puppy found it and bring back for me cause i love all of them so much! The unlogical thinking.... Nah! Dont even dare to tell me bout those creepy thing!

Once Again

2008-05-28T23:15:00.000-07:00

Arghh... Im this painful lazy ass that needs a kick to move like a cow... Gosh! Procrastination is also part of my job description. Actually i have tones of photos to upload just plain plain plain lazy to do so. Y am i like that? I wonder too...
On a brighter side.. the puppies are growing heathily.. The fat one grower fatter and the cute one grow as adorable as ever.. they charmed my heart. But i on my eruption mode the other day coz the fatso ass bit and hide away my right sided flip!! You know that flip flop is my companion of walking ages ago!! and the best part is now i have lost the flip and left flop alone for the rest of the life!
And now, whenever i saw that fatso i will forbid him to eat the food not until im due with him... GrrrrRRR.. Roar!! And just yesterday he went to disturb the pot that has a baby plant in it! What should i do? and what've i done?? If you wondering... Yes i hit him heard on the butt with my remaining flop! Stupid ass!

Next highlight news of the day

Jamie Lynn Spears is gonna pop her baby out soon... Ouchie by the way she is only 17.
Shania twain got divorced.
Jessica Alba is married to Cash Warren recently and she is gonna due soon with her big belly..

Last but not least... I read about how cucumber can used as whitening source for the skin of eat often plus it can help to moisture the skin too....

Butt of the day

2008-05-16T20:24:00.000-07:00

Ever wonder why everyone else have a better butt while some are almost dragging on the floor? I wonder too... I tries zillions of zillions ways to get into the tight one and i think this one is not as bad. All you have to do is pretty easy though

TaDaaaAaa

Actually you can do it anywhere and almost anytime. While you doin housework, while you having your bath, while you waiting for bus/train, while you working (wicked) in any standing position use one minute to hold your butt tight as in tight till you can feel the muscle is squeezing each others. Spare your one minute for every 30 minutes of it. And now a little effort will makes a different.

All hail to Rachael... Brilliant isn't it? :p

Yeah im gonna change my jukebox into something i love the most!

Till then!

p/s: A quickie for those who are lazy to maintain good skin while you are willing to pay up visit thisweb for own reference--- www.tlclifestyles.com

Serve you right

2008-05-15T23:31:00.000-07:00

Every personal blog serve their own purpose.. Some about their life, some about international gossips, some about nothing at all. So the last category goes to me blog. I just have nothing to talk about at all time.. Probably everyone has a blog and i wanted to be part of the social trend as well. Hey why be the last to catch up the trend right? Luckily im still on track or am i?

ANYWAY

I have finally decided how my blog gonna serve it on the table. Im gonna turn this extremely dull thing into something better.. Yes im gonna talk about " What you eat is what you are". At least i have my reason to maintain this blog and not to let in rot. You can find all the food facts and nutri for your own information, nevertheless food and fruits that can change your skin into a better way.. plus how to maintain good weight. Not that i have a good shape or what.. Just to share the info so that you dont have to search here and there for extra info..

So starting from tomorrow then i shall be serving the fresh hotcake at the table near you... ;)

Gain one , Lose One or can i have both?

2008-05-12T23:28:00.000-07:00

He! What have i gained? Yeah a Dick! Credit goes to Rae... She gave me a dick yesterday and my having it now coz of her kindness! And now i have double my time to visits the toilet more than anyone else.. LOL! Anyway since yesterday she gave me that dick.. I started to grow facial hair on my chin.. And now i have to shave my chin, my underarms and my legs! More work to be done and again thanks to her! :D
Time to check my Jelly-O- Jelly..

Un-leashed

2008-05-09T20:20:00.000-07:00

I dont know wat does my title stand.. Probably boredom makes you look stupid.. Alrgiht here comes another day!

Gosh my skin care almost dunzo.... Thought of changing to something else.. im not brand loyal person.. Only particular brands does stay at my heart! I heartsssss Topshop! :) I heartsssss Dior!! :) I heartsss Loewe!! :) I love Maxstudio!! Hehe

Time to ease my emptiness..... Hmmmphhhhhh

Sunshy kiss, Sunsad Miss

2008-05-04T06:24:00.000-07:00

Like the Mmmmooon Sparkle...lalallalalaalala... Ha! Yeap non other than the Escada theme song for the perfume and it's sung by the three models that appeared in the ad... The opening it's kinda like those video games that we used to play back then... Cute and soothing though! A good song when you are in a bad shape perhaps.

As for the second track, Confusion from the " Blade" soundtrack where this was played during the underground club and killing happened right there... Osh.... i like that scene! Handsomely done! Perfectly fit!

Now i have more movie to watch! Gonna spot the nice Eh music!

Good Morning, sunshy kiss

2008-05-02T19:52:00.000-07:00

*Yawn*

Funny things struck me mind when i was half way to the stardom of being a bathroom singer.

*Applause*

Ahemm.... Ok back to the point! There was THIS women, married women i mean *whispering* but she always insisted on telling other ppl to be particular MEN that she is still a GIRL if u get wat i mean.. o.O

Hey married women if you are reading my thing now and the description matched your identity, ya it's you... Spell your name you EVIL!

Once ever told that befriend only with those rich and famous.. See maybe she got the point! Coz im once a very poor soul that i have to wait til every Wednesday of the week to get in a club so that im waived with any charges including the liquid that flows for free all night long! How funny and sacarstic that i ended up poorer and unfamous! Tell me y? How bad is her theory and how bad is her taste of idea..

Anyway i never bothered bout those rich and famous idea, coz my idea is much more brutal and realistic thea her.. The drink in the glass is, the rhythem floating in the thin air is ALWAYS that matters to me. Money drools every fool, not everyone.

*Phewwww*

Im venting it just out if thought and my last breath... *Scoffs* All right! Im have to deal with my empty stomach now.. Adios!

P/S: A rich man always needed a constant tragedy to remind how he was once a poor man

Happy Burpday to Moi

2008-04-29T20:05:00.000-07:00

Fatso and Puffy kissing each other.. Gosh! They are gay

One of the favourite... He is so puffy!

He's got that coolio look.. Nope he is just staring at the cam not me....

Though today is my B'day but something special for this time... So special that im sitting here typing like an ordinary day... WAT SO SPECIAL! *yawn*

P/S: Almost forget the pups doesn't belong to me... They always wandering around the house and entertained me so much that i decided to take them as my God Pups... Yeah i managed to take three of them only coz the other two were on their way coming when my cam ran out of batt... Their mummy's name ==== PINKY!!! I never see any pink side of her by the way....

Lastly

HAPPY B'DAY TO RACHAEL

Heartily Bloom

2008-04-27T21:40:00.000-07:00

This will be the starting point.. Isn't he cuteeeeewwww!!!! Not to forget that he owned a wavy fur!! Teehhhee you can never imagne how cuddly he is... Fluffy!

Grrrr.. supposingly more photo but... This stone age connection making me pissing like i never pee for so long! Damn pisss!! Oh by the way there are five pups surrounding me now.... Too bad this morning i heard a loud cried... One of the pup got knock down high... O.o

Hope he is fine now.... Wait! My time to assassinate the one who knock him down...

Four minutes to save the world

2008-04-22T00:30:00.000-07:00

We only got four minutes to save world... Y four not three?? or Five? That's one the recent new pop from Maddie Feat Justin. And the other song that trapped my soul for at least an hour was Usher.... Love in the club. Typical R&B i thought.. But the rhyme is very catchy. Ewww.... i dont have any noce story to tell today...
Gonna go make ice-cream as in the ice cream that can be eat by human... Not the other way round!

TeeHee

2008-04-20T18:55:00.000-07:00

Woot! Im alive!! I had survived the trip to The Jungle full of human eater... Anyway i manage to taste most of the delicious yummy food out there! Morning call for breakfast! Maybe shorter post coming out soon....

Back to basic

2008-04-13T19:13:00.000-07:00

Yeah... Im gonna *puff* from the surface of this wired world for a while.. Back to basic! You know to the jingle jungle that you cant even find a single telephone booth..For a few days y'all know.. If somehow no updates in one months time means i am already a meal for those Mountain Freaks. Uhhh~~~ scary!

Shit im gonna feed myself a luxury breakfast before im dying without a proper meal... Hungry time!

Illegal

2008-04-10T20:36:00.000-07:00

Who would have thought
That you could hurt me
The way you've done it?
So deliberate, so determined

And since you have been gone
I bite my nails for days and hours
And question my own questions on and on

So tell me now, tell me no
Why you're so far away
When I'm still so close

You don't even know the meaning of the words “I'm sorry”
You said you would love me until you die
And as far as I know you're still alive, baby
You don't even know the meaning of the words “I'm sorry”
I'm starting to believe it should be illegal to deceive a woman's heart

I tried so hard to be attentive
To all you wanted
Always supportive, always patient
What did I do wrong?I'm wondering for days and hours

Anyhow, anyhow
I wish you both all the best
I hope you get along

But you don't even know the meaning of the words “I'm sorry”
You said you would love me until you die
And as far as I know you're still alive, baby
You don't even know the meaning of the words “I'm sorry”
I'm starting to believe it should be illegal to deceive a woman's heart

You don't even know the meaning of the words “I'm sorry”
You said you would love me until you die
And as far as I know you're still alive, baby
You don't even know the meaning of the words “I'm sorry”
I'm starting to believe it should be illegal to deceive a woman's heart

Open heart
Open heart
It should be illegal to deceive a woman's heart
It's here, it isn't here where you belong

Hmmm... Utterly and almost perfect for some situation.. Illegal to deceive someone's heart... Have u been deceiving or deceived? Anyway whoever reading here never been deceived or deceiving? Guess we know the best of ourselves...
Awww... I fall in love wiht this super sorrow and sad song...

Hit for the rest of the day--- Illegal
Wanna know the singer ha! Holler me... LOL!

Sheet Hole

2008-04-07T23:22:00.000-07:00

Knew that someday gonna trap at those stupid and boring sacrificial issue.. What have i not sacrifice? My Job, my used to be beautiful life out there to venture into this only Mr Bored knows why place. Should have told them straight to the face that i already have something stupid enough and im not gonna change it to something more stupid than that! Phew..Wat a PISS!!!
Never mind bout it... Im gonna stand firm and nothing is gonna change the piece of shit in my head!
Hot ! Ewww... Hitting the boiling point of mine! Disgusting creature!

Wait for the Happy updates soon...

Too little too late

2008-04-03T23:44:00.000-07:00

Damn! Have been repeating the same song for the whole day... Should i say whole week? That's the habit talking.
Kakkkakakakaka... That is this one day that i decided to make some fried ice cream to serve the family four. Thefri ice cream is actually not a hard task but th wapping part. Argh.. too bad they were all in the flushed away from the hoe toilet.. or else im gonna take some photos and showed it. From there you can tell how hard the ice creams wrapped with bread were! But my poor in laws thought i had finished doing it and started to chew the "OH-SO-HARD" ice cream! Gosh i really pity them!
I found out the other day coz thought of frying them due to the heating day. Opened the fridge: " Oppies Dassie!" Who punked my unfinish work of ice creams! From there i got to know hey thought is done and actually it;s tasted ok coz it's not so sweet to eat like that... "Poooo.. Ibursted into tears ( Of coz not i front of them) Later on my hus asked "em.. Aint that very hard to chew and bite? Their answer were--- Ya i't's hard! But you see it's hot outsie..... LOL! I fel sorry now that every time i see ice cream and breads *giggle*.....
They are just so funny....
Yahooo... Im going to visit the Land of the Rising Sin.. And of coz get what im supposed to get after all the sense of longing had shattered pieces and pieces inside my head... not forget pay a lil visit to my darlings there... Phew...

"Im not the women you love coz you wont let me wait even for a sec."
" Im not the women you love coz you tell me all your secrets."
"Im not the women you love but the mate to share your burden."

Just To tell

2008-04-01T23:36:00.000-07:00

Okay after few tries....
Taddaaaaa.... my icons all has been changed to English.. Hmm... guess im the slow pace animal.
Oh by the way y my brother aint in the potrait of family?? Coz he so wanted to come that he over slept.. hey just kidding.... He was busying with his seriously important exam...

Save some of my thoughts for the next coming episods... Ciao!!

Sunny day

2008-04-01T20:37:00.000-07:00

Due to hot weather caused laziness in my bone... The lukewarm attitude is here! Now let me post some leftovers while i had editted through out this morning ( editting as in cropping only...hehehe that one costed me a morning, am i stupid or wat) Okay less talk more work..

For my own pleasure..... Wil be back

Vainbow on the loose

2008-03-27T20:03:00.000-07:00

Another cheers in my life... Finally after tonnes of tonnes blogs that i have created i decided to stay and be obedient to this. Hopefully the everything goes well so that i wouldn't get bored of it. Phew been squuezing my pea brain to get the name and everything. Here borned the "Vainbow". Actually suppose to be "Rainbow" since it's playing hard to get so Vain cut her queue. As for the title appear... Gosh it's will be too long for myself to even remember it! The shorter the better.

It's been months i lost touched with the working society. Here comes the Missy Bored knocking at my heart shaped door. Aww... but i was busying preparing to walking into the other stage of my life with the one i care and the one he loves.. As what i always believe, a beginning of every rainbow is the end of every sweet misery. You know sweet misery is always the difficult one... eefing sweet yet miserable. Ain't right? Okay forget bout the half sweet half bitter symphony... Just want to keep myself fully entertain...

Okay just to cure the hunger for the time being...More to come upon request... :P

P/S: I have no the freaking idea why my icon appeared to be in Malay... probably im in the muslim country... *Fainted*